Saturday, November 12, 2011
New blog look
Just change my blog design...hopefully now i can be more regular in upsating this blog. Ameeennn ;)
Sunday, April 17, 2011
God's plan
Reading my friendster's blog and notice that there are some notes that I want to share. This is one of it.
Have you ever heard a commonly verse that “GOD works in a mysterious way”? Well….kind of agree with that verse right now. I really don’t know what God’s way is for me right now.
When I’m feeling down in my work and seem to me that the only way out is out of this audit life….and seems to me that the way out was just in front of me…God give me an obstacle so I have more time to think….
When I’m feeling lift up again in my work and that I have give up over the way out and it was no longer in my mind….God give me a possible way out again…
Huaaaa….really don’t know what You want to do in my life…. But really give and trust all my life in Your hands….
Have you ever heard a commonly verse that “GOD works in a mysterious way”? Well….kind of agree with that verse right now. I really don’t know what God’s way is for me right now.
When I’m feeling down in my work and seem to me that the only way out is out of this audit life….and seems to me that the way out was just in front of me…God give me an obstacle so I have more time to think….
When I’m feeling lift up again in my work and that I have give up over the way out and it was no longer in my mind….God give me a possible way out again…
Huaaaa….really don’t know what You want to do in my life…. But really give and trust all my life in Your hands….
Saturday, January 1, 2011
2010 reflection
Its 2 AM in the morning of 2nd Jan 2011 and I can't sleep (thanks to the ice coffee that I had during dinner). So this is my 1st blog in 2011 using my beloved E71 phone.
Since we just passed through the 2010, I think it is wise to make a reflection of that year. Here it is:
1. My biggest day happen on 19 June 2010. William & I got married after dating since 22 Jan 2006. The wedding preparation was full of ups & downs esp with problems that william had in his job and fam also I got a big client account that need full attention (making me having less time to prepare for the wedding). Lucky for me, I have a big God that makes all that problems seems sooo small (Love Jesus). I'm now happily married :)
2. I didn't got promoted this year since based on my boss analysis all assisstant manager have to had 2 years in that position however he believe that I (as 1st year AM) still have ratings and bonus (since all my PF said soo). Its funny that the rumours in the office said that I will get double promotion to manager level while I knew from several months before that they are wrong. I was prepare for this but apparaently the not-promoted directly news still have some sad effect on me when it is distributed in July. Thanks to Jesus coz I got up quickly and came stronger than ever! I believe that everything than happen in my life is God's plan to shape me into something. I don't know what that 'something' gonna be but I believe that His plan will always be a good plan for me.
3. Me & hubby bought our 1st car: Yaris with red colour. I give up my Xenia for mom & dad so they use it to go to church etc. Am targetting for a house in 2011 so wish us luck guys!
All and all, 2010 is full with ups and downs but I got passed through it all with Jesus. So I lay all my life in 2011 fully into His hand. Happy New Year prens :)
Since we just passed through the 2010, I think it is wise to make a reflection of that year. Here it is:
1. My biggest day happen on 19 June 2010. William & I got married after dating since 22 Jan 2006. The wedding preparation was full of ups & downs esp with problems that william had in his job and fam also I got a big client account that need full attention (making me having less time to prepare for the wedding). Lucky for me, I have a big God that makes all that problems seems sooo small (Love Jesus). I'm now happily married :)
2. I didn't got promoted this year since based on my boss analysis all assisstant manager have to had 2 years in that position however he believe that I (as 1st year AM) still have ratings and bonus (since all my PF said soo). Its funny that the rumours in the office said that I will get double promotion to manager level while I knew from several months before that they are wrong. I was prepare for this but apparaently the not-promoted directly news still have some sad effect on me when it is distributed in July. Thanks to Jesus coz I got up quickly and came stronger than ever! I believe that everything than happen in my life is God's plan to shape me into something. I don't know what that 'something' gonna be but I believe that His plan will always be a good plan for me.
3. Me & hubby bought our 1st car: Yaris with red colour. I give up my Xenia for mom & dad so they use it to go to church etc. Am targetting for a house in 2011 so wish us luck guys!
All and all, 2010 is full with ups and downs but I got passed through it all with Jesus. So I lay all my life in 2011 fully into His hand. Happy New Year prens :)
Saturday, October 9, 2010
My long forgotten blog :(
Dear blog,
My deep sincere apology that I haven't been able to update you for more than 1 year now! Hiks.... I haven't have the time nor the idea to write. I know I'm treating you bad....will try to fix it and write in this blog as soon as possible :)
Warm regards
Me
My deep sincere apology that I haven't been able to update you for more than 1 year now! Hiks.... I haven't have the time nor the idea to write. I know I'm treating you bad....will try to fix it and write in this blog as soon as possible :)
Warm regards
Me
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Perception
Nothing to do now but I can't sleep yet...so better write something in my notes and blog :p
Right now I want to write about perception. According to Wikipedia, perception is the process of attaining awareness or understanding of sensory information. I think that this is too "dictionary" meaning!
Ok...I started to bored you out with dictionary meanings! So just lets get into why I want to write about this matter. I write about perception coz I'm tired with people having a perception in their mind bout me before they got to know me first (and even my best friends makes their own perception of myself which is somewhat more tiring for me)! I'm tired with people talking behind my back because of that perception. I'm tired with people moaning all the time before something really happens becoz of perception that they have build in their mind! I'm tired with people especially in the job that I have which was full with perception in their mind that makes them over re-act with something. Am tired with people who decided to give up before something really happens! I'm so damn tired with all of it!
I started to analyse....what makes all that perception happens! Perception happens through this flow: surrounding → input (senses) → processing (brain) → output (re-action)! So the roots of all that perception is the surroundings! Change the surroundings than you can change the perception!
The problem now is...how you could change the surroundings to give the right input (senses)? You can change yourself to give a better input to somebody else but even though you tried so hard to change yourself...can you ever change the surroundings??? I tried and tried and tried repeatedly but never succeed! My attempts can only change the perception of several people but can not change the surroundings and others perception! So how to change other people's perception?? The answer is still a mystery that puzzles me all the time!
So I ask myself: well Win, don't be a hypocrite...you have perception also bout your friends and others too! If you are tired...what will you do with it? Are you goin to give up and moans like everybody else???
My answer is: I'm not trying to be a hypocrite so I confess that I sometimes build my own perception bout others! But am trying my best so that perception does not blocks the right output! Am not goin to give up and start moaning bout it....but am goin to try my best to continuously change my self to be His better image. Let the surroundings have their own perception but I still have faith that day by day...that surroundings will change and give a better inputs and better perception.
To close this notes...I wanna give a good quotes that I have post earlier in my blog. This quotes is from the book Chicken Soup for the Teenage soul: I AM RESPONSIBLE FOR MY DAY
I am responsible for how I feel and what I do. Nobody can make me feel anything. If I have a rotten day, I am the one who allowed it to be that way. If I have a great day, I am the one who deserves credit for being positives. It is not the responsibility of other people to change so that I can feel better. I am the one who is in charge of my life!
I am the one responsible for what I feel so help me God! Need Your help to give me strength!
Right now I want to write about perception. According to Wikipedia, perception is the process of attaining awareness or understanding of sensory information. I think that this is too "dictionary" meaning!
Ok...I started to bored you out with dictionary meanings! So just lets get into why I want to write about this matter. I write about perception coz I'm tired with people having a perception in their mind bout me before they got to know me first (and even my best friends makes their own perception of myself which is somewhat more tiring for me)! I'm tired with people talking behind my back because of that perception. I'm tired with people moaning all the time before something really happens becoz of perception that they have build in their mind! I'm tired with people especially in the job that I have which was full with perception in their mind that makes them over re-act with something. Am tired with people who decided to give up before something really happens! I'm so damn tired with all of it!
I started to analyse....what makes all that perception happens! Perception happens through this flow: surrounding → input (senses) → processing (brain) → output (re-action)! So the roots of all that perception is the surroundings! Change the surroundings than you can change the perception!
The problem now is...how you could change the surroundings to give the right input (senses)? You can change yourself to give a better input to somebody else but even though you tried so hard to change yourself...can you ever change the surroundings??? I tried and tried and tried repeatedly but never succeed! My attempts can only change the perception of several people but can not change the surroundings and others perception! So how to change other people's perception?? The answer is still a mystery that puzzles me all the time!
So I ask myself: well Win, don't be a hypocrite...you have perception also bout your friends and others too! If you are tired...what will you do with it? Are you goin to give up and moans like everybody else???
My answer is: I'm not trying to be a hypocrite so I confess that I sometimes build my own perception bout others! But am trying my best so that perception does not blocks the right output! Am not goin to give up and start moaning bout it....but am goin to try my best to continuously change my self to be His better image. Let the surroundings have their own perception but I still have faith that day by day...that surroundings will change and give a better inputs and better perception.
To close this notes...I wanna give a good quotes that I have post earlier in my blog. This quotes is from the book Chicken Soup for the Teenage soul: I AM RESPONSIBLE FOR MY DAY
I am responsible for how I feel and what I do. Nobody can make me feel anything. If I have a rotten day, I am the one who allowed it to be that way. If I have a great day, I am the one who deserves credit for being positives. It is not the responsibility of other people to change so that I can feel better. I am the one who is in charge of my life!
I am the one responsible for what I feel so help me God! Need Your help to give me strength!
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Inspirational words 2
I AM RESPONSIBLE FOR MY DAY
I am responsible for how I feel and what I do. Nobidy can make me feel anything. If I have a rotten day, I am the one who allowed it to be that way. If I have a great day, I am the one who deserves credit for being positives. It is not the responsibility of other people to change so that I can feel better. I am the one who is in charge of my life
IT'S OKAY TO MAKE MISTAKES
Making mistakes is something we all do, and I ama still a fine and worthwile person when I make them. There is no reason for me to get upset when I make mistake. I am trying, and if I make a mistake, I am going to continue trying. I can handle making mistake. It is okay for others to make mistakes too. I will accept mistakes in myself and also mistakes that others make.
I am responsible for how I feel and what I do. Nobidy can make me feel anything. If I have a rotten day, I am the one who allowed it to be that way. If I have a great day, I am the one who deserves credit for being positives. It is not the responsibility of other people to change so that I can feel better. I am the one who is in charge of my life
IT'S OKAY TO MAKE MISTAKES
Making mistakes is something we all do, and I ama still a fine and worthwile person when I make them. There is no reason for me to get upset when I make mistake. I am trying, and if I make a mistake, I am going to continue trying. I can handle making mistake. It is okay for others to make mistakes too. I will accept mistakes in myself and also mistakes that others make.
Inspirational words 1
As promised....some of the inspirational words in my old organiser. Hope that this words could inspire you as it had inspire me!
I DON'T HAVE TO CONTROL THINGS
I will survive if things are different than I want them to be. I can accept things the way they are, people the way they are, and accept myself the way I am. There is no reason to get upset if I can't change things to fit my idea how they ought to be. There is no reason why I should have to like everything. Even if I don't like it, I can live with it.
I CAN CHANGE
I don't have to be a certain way because of what has happened in the past. Everyday is a new day. It's silly to think that I can't help being the way I am. Of course I can! I can change!
I DON'T HAVE TO CONTROL THINGS
I will survive if things are different than I want them to be. I can accept things the way they are, people the way they are, and accept myself the way I am. There is no reason to get upset if I can't change things to fit my idea how they ought to be. There is no reason why I should have to like everything. Even if I don't like it, I can live with it.
I CAN CHANGE
I don't have to be a certain way because of what has happened in the past. Everyday is a new day. It's silly to think that I can't help being the way I am. Of course I can! I can change!
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