Reading my friendster's blog and notice that there are some notes that I want to share. This is one of it.
Have you ever heard a commonly verse that “GOD works in a mysterious way”? Well….kind of agree with that verse right now. I really don’t know what God’s way is for me right now.
When I’m feeling down in my work and seem to me that the only way out is out of this audit life….and seems to me that the way out was just in front of me…God give me an obstacle so I have more time to think….
When I’m feeling lift up again in my work and that I have give up over the way out and it was no longer in my mind….God give me a possible way out again…
Huaaaa….really don’t know what You want to do in my life…. But really give and trust all my life in Your hands….
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Saturday, January 1, 2011
2010 reflection
Its 2 AM in the morning of 2nd Jan 2011 and I can't sleep (thanks to the ice coffee that I had during dinner). So this is my 1st blog in 2011 using my beloved E71 phone.
Since we just passed through the 2010, I think it is wise to make a reflection of that year. Here it is:
1. My biggest day happen on 19 June 2010. William & I got married after dating since 22 Jan 2006. The wedding preparation was full of ups & downs esp with problems that william had in his job and fam also I got a big client account that need full attention (making me having less time to prepare for the wedding). Lucky for me, I have a big God that makes all that problems seems sooo small (Love Jesus). I'm now happily married :)
2. I didn't got promoted this year since based on my boss analysis all assisstant manager have to had 2 years in that position however he believe that I (as 1st year AM) still have ratings and bonus (since all my PF said soo). Its funny that the rumours in the office said that I will get double promotion to manager level while I knew from several months before that they are wrong. I was prepare for this but apparaently the not-promoted directly news still have some sad effect on me when it is distributed in July. Thanks to Jesus coz I got up quickly and came stronger than ever! I believe that everything than happen in my life is God's plan to shape me into something. I don't know what that 'something' gonna be but I believe that His plan will always be a good plan for me.
3. Me & hubby bought our 1st car: Yaris with red colour. I give up my Xenia for mom & dad so they use it to go to church etc. Am targetting for a house in 2011 so wish us luck guys!
All and all, 2010 is full with ups and downs but I got passed through it all with Jesus. So I lay all my life in 2011 fully into His hand. Happy New Year prens :)
Since we just passed through the 2010, I think it is wise to make a reflection of that year. Here it is:
1. My biggest day happen on 19 June 2010. William & I got married after dating since 22 Jan 2006. The wedding preparation was full of ups & downs esp with problems that william had in his job and fam also I got a big client account that need full attention (making me having less time to prepare for the wedding). Lucky for me, I have a big God that makes all that problems seems sooo small (Love Jesus). I'm now happily married :)
2. I didn't got promoted this year since based on my boss analysis all assisstant manager have to had 2 years in that position however he believe that I (as 1st year AM) still have ratings and bonus (since all my PF said soo). Its funny that the rumours in the office said that I will get double promotion to manager level while I knew from several months before that they are wrong. I was prepare for this but apparaently the not-promoted directly news still have some sad effect on me when it is distributed in July. Thanks to Jesus coz I got up quickly and came stronger than ever! I believe that everything than happen in my life is God's plan to shape me into something. I don't know what that 'something' gonna be but I believe that His plan will always be a good plan for me.
3. Me & hubby bought our 1st car: Yaris with red colour. I give up my Xenia for mom & dad so they use it to go to church etc. Am targetting for a house in 2011 so wish us luck guys!
All and all, 2010 is full with ups and downs but I got passed through it all with Jesus. So I lay all my life in 2011 fully into His hand. Happy New Year prens :)
Saturday, October 9, 2010
My long forgotten blog :(
Dear blog,
My deep sincere apology that I haven't been able to update you for more than 1 year now! Hiks.... I haven't have the time nor the idea to write. I know I'm treating you bad....will try to fix it and write in this blog as soon as possible :)
Warm regards
Me
My deep sincere apology that I haven't been able to update you for more than 1 year now! Hiks.... I haven't have the time nor the idea to write. I know I'm treating you bad....will try to fix it and write in this blog as soon as possible :)
Warm regards
Me
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Perception
Nothing to do now but I can't sleep yet...so better write something in my notes and blog :p
Right now I want to write about perception. According to Wikipedia, perception is the process of attaining awareness or understanding of sensory information. I think that this is too "dictionary" meaning!
Ok...I started to bored you out with dictionary meanings! So just lets get into why I want to write about this matter. I write about perception coz I'm tired with people having a perception in their mind bout me before they got to know me first (and even my best friends makes their own perception of myself which is somewhat more tiring for me)! I'm tired with people talking behind my back because of that perception. I'm tired with people moaning all the time before something really happens becoz of perception that they have build in their mind! I'm tired with people especially in the job that I have which was full with perception in their mind that makes them over re-act with something. Am tired with people who decided to give up before something really happens! I'm so damn tired with all of it!
I started to analyse....what makes all that perception happens! Perception happens through this flow: surrounding → input (senses) → processing (brain) → output (re-action)! So the roots of all that perception is the surroundings! Change the surroundings than you can change the perception!
The problem now is...how you could change the surroundings to give the right input (senses)? You can change yourself to give a better input to somebody else but even though you tried so hard to change yourself...can you ever change the surroundings??? I tried and tried and tried repeatedly but never succeed! My attempts can only change the perception of several people but can not change the surroundings and others perception! So how to change other people's perception?? The answer is still a mystery that puzzles me all the time!
So I ask myself: well Win, don't be a hypocrite...you have perception also bout your friends and others too! If you are tired...what will you do with it? Are you goin to give up and moans like everybody else???
My answer is: I'm not trying to be a hypocrite so I confess that I sometimes build my own perception bout others! But am trying my best so that perception does not blocks the right output! Am not goin to give up and start moaning bout it....but am goin to try my best to continuously change my self to be His better image. Let the surroundings have their own perception but I still have faith that day by day...that surroundings will change and give a better inputs and better perception.
To close this notes...I wanna give a good quotes that I have post earlier in my blog. This quotes is from the book Chicken Soup for the Teenage soul: I AM RESPONSIBLE FOR MY DAY
I am responsible for how I feel and what I do. Nobody can make me feel anything. If I have a rotten day, I am the one who allowed it to be that way. If I have a great day, I am the one who deserves credit for being positives. It is not the responsibility of other people to change so that I can feel better. I am the one who is in charge of my life!
I am the one responsible for what I feel so help me God! Need Your help to give me strength!
Right now I want to write about perception. According to Wikipedia, perception is the process of attaining awareness or understanding of sensory information. I think that this is too "dictionary" meaning!
Ok...I started to bored you out with dictionary meanings! So just lets get into why I want to write about this matter. I write about perception coz I'm tired with people having a perception in their mind bout me before they got to know me first (and even my best friends makes their own perception of myself which is somewhat more tiring for me)! I'm tired with people talking behind my back because of that perception. I'm tired with people moaning all the time before something really happens becoz of perception that they have build in their mind! I'm tired with people especially in the job that I have which was full with perception in their mind that makes them over re-act with something. Am tired with people who decided to give up before something really happens! I'm so damn tired with all of it!
I started to analyse....what makes all that perception happens! Perception happens through this flow: surrounding → input (senses) → processing (brain) → output (re-action)! So the roots of all that perception is the surroundings! Change the surroundings than you can change the perception!
The problem now is...how you could change the surroundings to give the right input (senses)? You can change yourself to give a better input to somebody else but even though you tried so hard to change yourself...can you ever change the surroundings??? I tried and tried and tried repeatedly but never succeed! My attempts can only change the perception of several people but can not change the surroundings and others perception! So how to change other people's perception?? The answer is still a mystery that puzzles me all the time!
So I ask myself: well Win, don't be a hypocrite...you have perception also bout your friends and others too! If you are tired...what will you do with it? Are you goin to give up and moans like everybody else???
My answer is: I'm not trying to be a hypocrite so I confess that I sometimes build my own perception bout others! But am trying my best so that perception does not blocks the right output! Am not goin to give up and start moaning bout it....but am goin to try my best to continuously change my self to be His better image. Let the surroundings have their own perception but I still have faith that day by day...that surroundings will change and give a better inputs and better perception.
To close this notes...I wanna give a good quotes that I have post earlier in my blog. This quotes is from the book Chicken Soup for the Teenage soul: I AM RESPONSIBLE FOR MY DAY
I am responsible for how I feel and what I do. Nobody can make me feel anything. If I have a rotten day, I am the one who allowed it to be that way. If I have a great day, I am the one who deserves credit for being positives. It is not the responsibility of other people to change so that I can feel better. I am the one who is in charge of my life!
I am the one responsible for what I feel so help me God! Need Your help to give me strength!
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Inspirational words 2
I AM RESPONSIBLE FOR MY DAY
I am responsible for how I feel and what I do. Nobidy can make me feel anything. If I have a rotten day, I am the one who allowed it to be that way. If I have a great day, I am the one who deserves credit for being positives. It is not the responsibility of other people to change so that I can feel better. I am the one who is in charge of my life
IT'S OKAY TO MAKE MISTAKES
Making mistakes is something we all do, and I ama still a fine and worthwile person when I make them. There is no reason for me to get upset when I make mistake. I am trying, and if I make a mistake, I am going to continue trying. I can handle making mistake. It is okay for others to make mistakes too. I will accept mistakes in myself and also mistakes that others make.
I am responsible for how I feel and what I do. Nobidy can make me feel anything. If I have a rotten day, I am the one who allowed it to be that way. If I have a great day, I am the one who deserves credit for being positives. It is not the responsibility of other people to change so that I can feel better. I am the one who is in charge of my life
IT'S OKAY TO MAKE MISTAKES
Making mistakes is something we all do, and I ama still a fine and worthwile person when I make them. There is no reason for me to get upset when I make mistake. I am trying, and if I make a mistake, I am going to continue trying. I can handle making mistake. It is okay for others to make mistakes too. I will accept mistakes in myself and also mistakes that others make.
Inspirational words 1
As promised....some of the inspirational words in my old organiser. Hope that this words could inspire you as it had inspire me!
I DON'T HAVE TO CONTROL THINGS
I will survive if things are different than I want them to be. I can accept things the way they are, people the way they are, and accept myself the way I am. There is no reason to get upset if I can't change things to fit my idea how they ought to be. There is no reason why I should have to like everything. Even if I don't like it, I can live with it.
I CAN CHANGE
I don't have to be a certain way because of what has happened in the past. Everyday is a new day. It's silly to think that I can't help being the way I am. Of course I can! I can change!
I DON'T HAVE TO CONTROL THINGS
I will survive if things are different than I want them to be. I can accept things the way they are, people the way they are, and accept myself the way I am. There is no reason to get upset if I can't change things to fit my idea how they ought to be. There is no reason why I should have to like everything. Even if I don't like it, I can live with it.
I CAN CHANGE
I don't have to be a certain way because of what has happened in the past. Everyday is a new day. It's silly to think that I can't help being the way I am. Of course I can! I can change!
My old organiser
Yesterday I clean one of my lockers in the office and find out my old organiser in the locker. I have this organiser as a birthday gift from my old organisation in college.
Opening the organiser really opens up several memories for me. When I enter the working environment in Ernst & Young, I have change the original organiser with several papers since the original papers have been used while I’m in college with my entire schedule for class, teaching, organisational events and meetings.
The new papers were not entirely used since I managed to have electronic agenda in my hand phone. But seeing what was written in the papers really brings up my memory when I first enter the working environment in EY and than move on to PWC. Seeing this also makes me realised how God have really put His angels to guide me all the way from FYP (First Year Professional) in EY than move to PWC as Associate 1 (Associate 45) and now as an Assistant Manager. I realised than I couldn’t make it in this position if it wasn’t for His continue guidance and support. So thank you Lord for everything!
I have also kept several papers that really meant something for me from my previous organiser in my high school years, such as:
1.Photo sticker book in which I kept several photos of myself and my friend (you know... from the photo booths in the mall). Remembering how all of them have managed to fill my world in college, high school, and junior high school. And also seeing how thin I am! OMG…I must have been around 48 Kg at that time and now I’m 58 Kg! This is also a wake up call to go to the GYM again!
2.Inspirational papers! I have written up several inspirational words from chicken soup of teenage soul that I have read in my high school year. Reading this words again…really lighten ups my day! I will share those words in other posts (Olip…as promised, I will try to update this blog regulary! hahahaha)
3.Signature papers! Ok…I admitted that I’m kind of “norak” in my early days since I always asked for signature from celebrity when they came in some of the events that my organisation made. But seeing this papers with signature on it really brings back the memories that I have in my organisational years. And I really don’t regret to be “norak” at that time so that I will have this kind of memories.
4.Expense report… In my early years of working, I kept my expense report manually in this organiser (soon I realise there is an easier way to do it which is by excel file and now I found myself not doing any expense report again!). In the report... there is a description of my wages when I entered this working world! Again…I found myself grateful for His blessings since now my wages have gone up several times from that amount… Thank you GOD!
5. Phone book which contains several names in alphabetical order. Remembering the time where hand phone is still a luxury product with limited phone book memory.
6. Business card holder which was full with business cards from hotels and sponsors when I am still active in several events in my college year.
All and all…it’s a pleasant surprise to found my old organiser yesterday and hopes that my post here will be a pleasant note for all of you today. Happy Friday!
Opening the organiser really opens up several memories for me. When I enter the working environment in Ernst & Young, I have change the original organiser with several papers since the original papers have been used while I’m in college with my entire schedule for class, teaching, organisational events and meetings.
The new papers were not entirely used since I managed to have electronic agenda in my hand phone. But seeing what was written in the papers really brings up my memory when I first enter the working environment in EY and than move on to PWC. Seeing this also makes me realised how God have really put His angels to guide me all the way from FYP (First Year Professional) in EY than move to PWC as Associate 1 (Associate 45) and now as an Assistant Manager. I realised than I couldn’t make it in this position if it wasn’t for His continue guidance and support. So thank you Lord for everything!
I have also kept several papers that really meant something for me from my previous organiser in my high school years, such as:
1.Photo sticker book in which I kept several photos of myself and my friend (you know... from the photo booths in the mall). Remembering how all of them have managed to fill my world in college, high school, and junior high school. And also seeing how thin I am! OMG…I must have been around 48 Kg at that time and now I’m 58 Kg! This is also a wake up call to go to the GYM again!
2.Inspirational papers! I have written up several inspirational words from chicken soup of teenage soul that I have read in my high school year. Reading this words again…really lighten ups my day! I will share those words in other posts (Olip…as promised, I will try to update this blog regulary! hahahaha)
3.Signature papers! Ok…I admitted that I’m kind of “norak” in my early days since I always asked for signature from celebrity when they came in some of the events that my organisation made. But seeing this papers with signature on it really brings back the memories that I have in my organisational years. And I really don’t regret to be “norak” at that time so that I will have this kind of memories.
4.Expense report… In my early years of working, I kept my expense report manually in this organiser (soon I realise there is an easier way to do it which is by excel file and now I found myself not doing any expense report again!). In the report... there is a description of my wages when I entered this working world! Again…I found myself grateful for His blessings since now my wages have gone up several times from that amount… Thank you GOD!
5. Phone book which contains several names in alphabetical order. Remembering the time where hand phone is still a luxury product with limited phone book memory.
6. Business card holder which was full with business cards from hotels and sponsors when I am still active in several events in my college year.
All and all…it’s a pleasant surprise to found my old organiser yesterday and hopes that my post here will be a pleasant note for all of you today. Happy Friday!
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